"Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests to send people scurrying in concern - just the slow erosion of self as insidious as cancer. and like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience; a room in hell with only your name on the door."
Martha Manning, Undercurrents (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
I’m not the type to act like a baby when I’m sick
Like I still get up and do what I need to do but I gotta admit this cold is pretty bad. Haven’t slept in 2 days.
PSG blew a 4-0 lead. 😭😭😭
I gotta stop rooting for teams. My real life luck really transfers to them. 😭😭😭
Today
I helped an elderly man with dementia and it triggered the hell out of me. All I could think about all day was the things I used to do for my grandma. I honestly haven’t had time to grieve. But moments like these tear me apart.